I want to write- always want to write, but I have all these things going on that are a) either hard to talk about, b) really personal so I can't talk about them, or c) feel really ridiculous to even talk about because my issues irritate me.
At least I'm just typing. Can't get irritated by the sound of my own typing, can I?
I've become so intensely private these last few months. Much that I say to anyone seems limited. Much that I write here will be limited.
As private as I am though, I've become pretty open about talking about my addiction. It's just getting really hard for me to do all of it alone.
I'm right smack-dab in the middle of a really big addiction. Like a 10-year-long addiction. I don't know who I am whem I'm not on meds. I don't know how this is going to be. I'm probably a big red toothy monster that foams at the mouth and eats children and kittens.
I think this is all I can say at the moment.
I'm looking forward to having a therapist. Then I can really talk.
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You can always talk to me! Also, you are NOT a monster who eats kittens & shit without your meds, I knew you before 10 years ago and you seemed pretty nice to me! Granted you were somewhat a child haha, but I think you can do it and be great! I think it would be OK if you eat children though :) Neecol
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